WHO KNEW (declamation)

WHO KNEW

Who knew I'd end up admiring someone who was way out of my league? Who knew that smile would make me blush in an instant? In a second? Who knew? I didn't and the truth is? I'm shocked.

I'm surprised with how the world suddenly had colors and shapes and sparkles and giggles. That voice I keep repeating in my head help me sleep.

Sometimes, it doesn't because I love the way he speaks, the way he greets, the way he talks... everything!

Who knew I'd get turned on by the way he walks? I spotted him sitting on the bench, the couch, the floor and, my gosh, he's so hot!

Who knew his eyes can start a fire, awaken the dead, bring light in this world full of darkness?

I'm speaking from my heart, from my soul... because he is my heart and he is my soul.

Who knew I'd be this in love?

Who knew?

Who knew?

AGONY (declamation)

AGONY

Agony isn't just a word. It's not just a noun. It's not just something you check in the dictionary or something you hear about.

It involves pain.
It's suffering.
It leaves you drain.
It's hurting.
It's agony. Agony. AGONY!


Agony kills. Agony surrenders. Agony haunts. Agony. Agony. AGONY!

It demotivates you. It's a feeling. It's a weakness. It's a drug that controls you. It lives in your dreams. It scares you and yells at you and makes you wonder, "Do I deserve this life?"

It answers, "No. You don't. You're weak and helpless and lonely and embarrassing."

It insults you and harasses you.
It makes you vomit.
It makes you sick.
Agony. Agony. AGONY!

It comes and goes.
It pretends to be your friend then betrays you from behind.
It smiles at you then rolls its eyes.
It's agony. It's an agony. It's THE agony. IT'S AGONY!

So agony, go away! Just go! Your presence weakens me but I want to be strong.

I want to be brave.
I don't want to kneel anymore.
I want to breathe.
I want to live.
I do not want to be in agony. I can't. I will not. I will never.