THE STRUGGLE IS REAL
Audrielyn E. Ulloa
The struggle is real. Indeed, it is.
I fell in love with someone I can't have. He's famous, has too many fans and is loved by a fandom.
I'm in the fandom. And I am so in love with him.
The thought of not being able to win his heart makes me want to cry. The thought of him not being able to notice my existence hurts to the point where I want to break down and cry.
The struggle is real. Indeed, it is.
I've loved him for years. I ignored the guys my friends told me are interested in me. I've locked my heart away and only one person can unlock it.
Only one person can win my heart.
Wait. He's already won it!
I know that the internet has a lot of rubbish stuff but sometimes I want to feel that it's real. I memorize his likes in a girl and the things he's afraid of. I have all his photos. I downloaded all of his songs yet I know I'm not the only one.
I'm afraid. Gosh, I'm afraid! What if he meets someone? What if they fell in love? What if they get engaged? What if they get married? And what if they spend their whole life together?
Ugh! The thought kills! The thought burns! The thought is painful! And the thought is hurting me!
I'm struggling to survive. I'm trying to ignore my what-if's because I know that I don't have a chance.
He won my heart so I'm going to keep my infatuation for him true and glued.
The struggle is real.
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